![]() Frustrated today and I'm glad i'm back to work tomorow. I still need to start reading my books tho I do just spend more time online, even if it is on here. So I'm hoping I can fill up my time better. I did reach out to my real life friends and for once, instead of them contacting me, I made the first step to text them a hello, want to do something sometime soon. So why do I want go back? Why am I keeping the enabler in my trash can? I've been told it will take time for the withdrawl to stop nagging at me. The same drama and people that made me question why I spent my precious time on there. I know the same drama, the same people would be on. Funny how I'm attached to a cartoon, not real game though just to even sneak a peak would be satisfying. It made me a good player sadly and if it weren't for this 'bob' I wouldn't have been ranked as high or had all thoose darn cartoon troops. it built my troops for me, farmed npc's, guarded my cities against attacks. The robot or also defined as 'bob' enabled me to play when I wasn't able to (when I was at work). The one thing I did not get rid of was the cheat robot several players use or my game guides. I think knowing I can always go back is a weird sense of comfort (if that makes sense) but I also tell myself how hard or I should rephrase, How much time I would waste to build myself up to be a decent player again. Last night before the meeting, I deleted some of my gaming fb accounts linked to evony and I uninstalled my skype. I'm finding waking up and not going to my computer straight away a serious challenge but I thought to myself that at least it wasn't evony. I went on my personal fb account and played some cityville for a few minutes, had my smoke and coffee and now I'm here. Today is my second day off of work and my feelings to game are intense right now. I have put my account under 'holiday mode' and hoping someone will take it before it expires. ![]() Its now summer time and I'm going to throw myself at every opportunity to go out and socialize. I've made lots of good friends on the game but I want good friends in real life now. I'm ready to give it up for good and start focusing on real life. Part of the 'fun'.Īnyhow, I guess I'm starting to defend myself against the game playing and why I do it. To have lots of troops, grab the capitol of the state.lots of smack talk happens against other teams aka alliances.and everyone wants to prove each other wrong and attack each other. It is hard to find a happy medium with the game, once you get going on 'attacks', 'spamming', disccusions ect.its hard to just leave in the middle of those.Īs an evony player, there is a 'standard' I suppose to be the best in the game. My fiance and I agreed I would only play when he watches his sports or plays his online hockey tho I end spending alot more time on the game when he is finished his sessions. Evony does help me forget for periods of time though. I know I could spend my time better and finding ways to resolve money issues instead of wasting money online. ![]() I work full time and can't seem to get ahead. I look around me and everyone has what they need and want. So I'm not certain if me giving my account to someone will help anyhow.įeeling needed, feeling like I need to be in control of something I have 'quit' before for a couple months here and there until knowing a group of my online friends have moved on to the newest server to dominate. ![]() I usually spend time on the game before I go to work, right when I come home until bed and any free time I have. My fiance is actually quite fed up with me and how much time I spend on evony and I also believe my friendships have suffered as well. I recently turned 30 and I feel like I have nothing to show for my time spent online except mastercard bills for ingame coins and item purchases. I have been playing evony age 1 and age 2 for just over 4 years now and I have several reasons to sell/quit. I actually stumbled across this forum in my google search to sell my account. ![]()
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